The Biggest Loser is in interesting show.
I watched it last night. And it does motivate me to really want to
work out and lose the weight.
If these people who need to lose WAY more weight than me can push it and really make an effort
Why can’t I?
I do not want to end up being THAT overweight.
Ever.
I really need to get the whole exercise thing down where it’s SUCH a part of my life
Its no an option!
It’s not a choice!
It’s the same as eating breakfast
Or drinking water
Or taking my medication
These are all things I HAVE to do in order to live!
I need exercising to be one of them as well.
I am really god for a week or 2,
Then something happens
And I take a day off…which turns into a week.
Why can’t I be consistent?
So many people complain about being over weight or not healthy or fit enough
And yet we spend more energy complaining than actually DOING something about it.
I’m not gonna get down about it.
I’ve maintained all the weight I’ve lost thus far.
I have not gained anything back!
I am very proud of this.
I need to keep going.
I will keep it going!
I mean honestly
What is the underlying reason why I wouldn’t want to be healthier and thinner?
Why would I rather complain about it or not feel great about how I look?
Why is it easier to feel like shit instead of working towards a healthier life?
I ask myself that a lot.
The only answer I’ve come up with is that I’m lazy.
So on to not being like that!
Back to one of my older posts.
JUST DO IT!!!!
So that’s what I’m going to do.
I’m just gonna do it.
No excuses no nothing…but working out!!
As you can see I have ups and downs just like everyone else.
I am trying to be honest with myself about this whole process.
I’m showing that it’s not all easy
It does take hard work
I am going to work through this.
I am going to reach a comfortable weight that I am truly happy with.
Blog soon!
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